Wednesday, November 11, 2009 ♥
|what about sunshine, what about rain|
and i wonder where akmal inherits his reserved vibes from.
yknow how i wished PW would be over really soon is exactly the same feeling i had before promos. but now, when both are over, i'm like okay i'm not progressing much or lack thereof. so what now, i'm quite disorientated i guess.
there's been depressing or rather uplifting talks. we know or better still acknowledge that each and everyone have flaws and areas which we’re good at. just like how involuntarily certain actions are. at the same time, we have the choice to accept or simply brush it away.
been handling ribbons, organza, satin cloths, styrofoams, hot glue gun, more uhu glue, prettyy prettyy red roses and simply more flowers. and surprisingly i kind of like it.
still nowhere here nor there.
and i wonder where akmal inherits his reserved vibes from.
yknow how i wished PW would be over really soon is exactly the same feeling i had before promos. but now, when both are over, i'm like okay i'm not progressing much or lack thereof. so what now, i'm quite disorientated i guess.
there's been depressing or rather uplifting talks. we know or better still acknowledge that each and everyone have flaws and areas which we’re good at. just like how involuntarily certain actions are. at the same time, we have the choice to accept or simply brush it away.
been handling ribbons, organza, satin cloths, styrofoams, hot glue gun, more uhu glue, prettyy prettyy red roses and simply more flowers. and surprisingly i kind of like it.
still nowhere here nor there.
♥chattered @ 10:39 PM
Sunday, November 01, 2009 ♥
|beneath the candy coated clouds of strawberry avalanche|
spent the weekend lazing around the house which was surprisingly refreshing indeed and listening to nostalgic songs, from carole king's you've got a friend to jackson 's i'll be there. this is on top of everyone just humming to the tune. just how nice.
i have been in deep thoughts of what is afterlife going to feel. like, how are we going to be then/ it feels like looking into an abyss which i just can't fathom. thanks to sisters' keeper movie, which ending is sadly different from the book. however, i'm glad to have my fellow ppg there ;D and the talk over coffee beans' hazelnut ice blended and warm chocolate cake is just something i need though it left me with a slight moment of sudden sugar rush.
''Even though you're retarded and can't even spell your name, I still love you.'' you made my day totally! soon okay, i hope it's really soon.
yknow i want or rather i need some enlightenment here though i doubt so i will. am currently wishing a hassle free week.
spent the weekend lazing around the house which was surprisingly refreshing indeed and listening to nostalgic songs, from carole king's you've got a friend to jackson 's i'll be there. this is on top of everyone just humming to the tune. just how nice.
i have been in deep thoughts of what is afterlife going to feel. like, how are we going to be then/ it feels like looking into an abyss which i just can't fathom. thanks to sisters' keeper movie, which ending is sadly different from the book. however, i'm glad to have my fellow ppg there ;D and the talk over coffee beans' hazelnut ice blended and warm chocolate cake is just something i need though it left me with a slight moment of sudden sugar rush.
''Even though you're retarded and can't even spell your name, I still love you.'' you made my day totally! soon okay, i hope it's really soon.
yknow i want or rather i need some enlightenment here though i doubt so i will. am currently wishing a hassle free week.
♥chattered @ 12:17 PM
Thursday, October 22, 2009 ♥
|count from one to ten and get composure|
in one day yesterday
huge eye bags, slight sore eyes still, sleepy bus ride, officer cadet school, hot hot sun, eating ration food, stuffing rather weird orange ear foam, shooting 15 blanks on SAR 21 pistol/gun/rifle!, stuffy bus ride without air con, bus break down, going to town clueless, fried mars bars! with compatible hahaha, cloudy over a chance of meatballs, walking around ps aimlessly, and finally more pw.
the contact lens is you and my eyes is mine, i've got my eyes on you!
okay bye
in one day yesterday
huge eye bags, slight sore eyes still, sleepy bus ride, officer cadet school, hot hot sun, eating ration food, stuffing rather weird orange ear foam, shooting 15 blanks on SAR 21 pistol/gun/rifle!, stuffy bus ride without air con, bus break down, going to town clueless, fried mars bars! with compatible hahaha, cloudy over a chance of meatballs, walking around ps aimlessly, and finally more pw.
the contact lens is you and my eyes is mine, i've got my eyes on you!
okay bye
♥chattered @ 10:45 PM
Sunday, October 18, 2009 ♥
|a myriad of costumes|
9 DANCES UNDER 4 HOURS. isn't NJMD just simply awesome?!
from the gorgeous, though small backstage dressing room with its own bathrooms, to the chaotic costume change in between performances for only 5 min, to having my very own esplanade's backstage pass, to performing in front of a crowd at esplanade's concourse and of course the superb company of beloved malay dancers.
9 DANCES UNDER 4 HOURS. isn't NJMD just simply awesome?!
from the gorgeous, though small backstage dressing room with its own bathrooms, to the chaotic costume change in between performances for only 5 min, to having my very own esplanade's backstage pass, to performing in front of a crowd at esplanade's concourse and of course the superb company of beloved malay dancers.
♥chattered @ 1:17 PM
Saturday, October 03, 2009 ♥
|I'd like to make myself believe that planet earth turns, slowly|
we are the best entourage, i'm really so excited!
beloved family on raya morning! and every year it's always this same pose haha. i've decided to do something different this year, which is to give each and every one of them hari raya cards, how often do you receive cards nowadays. and crafting letters is easier than i thought.
when raya is about getting together, we'll still gather no matter the place is. though the mood is rather different. we'll still play with the typical fire crackers (bunga api?) and pose for the choreographed photographs. we'll still mould the play-doh just like reliving our childhood. we'll soak in the atmosphere in the presence of our loved ones. when raya is about reminiscing, there's tend to be tears but at the same time we'll laugh at our old selves every now and then. watching video which harks back to 1995, that's fourteen years ago! just lightens up the mood when everybody gets cracked up esp from seeing the retro outfits that we used to wear or rather what my mom used to made me wear hahaha
we are the best entourage, i'm really so excited!
♥chattered @ 12:31 PM
Saturday, September 12, 2009 ♥
|wake me up when september ends|
wait, I shouldn't even wait for September to end, I have to wake up now, like right now! (so why am I on blogger?, idk why either!) Looking forward to hari raya when in fact the main thing at the back of my mind is the long awaited (yah right!) promos. September holidays come and go and right now there's no exact reason for me to be in a celebratory mood. Hari raya last year was already sacrificed due to o's and each year studies will overwrite this festive season. And it's not as if I have been mugging enough considering that I've been out lately and I'll end up in a lost. I just wish there's a permanent medical leave for studying/exams like they have for PE. Well, dream on, that won't be of any help at all. On a lighter note, I've just had the best iftar ever, a whole spread of buffet with loads of desserts, which is definitely my weakness for breaking fast! I think I'm superficial at times, materialistic things makes me happy but it's exactly those things I need, or rather want. And I miss Malay lessons all of the sudden. Minda saya amat bercelaru sekarang ini :(
♥ xoxo.
Aisyah Afiqa Aida Ain Akmal Aliya Amir Aqilah Asraf Athirah Azizan Benjamin Candice Chen Teng Charmaine Cheryl Denise Effa Eunice Farah Adibah Guo Zhang Gwen Haslina Huda Ikmaliah Jasmine Jun He Lissya LIZhu Lyana Nafeeshah Ruo Han Salmah Shairah Si Kai Suhaidah Syatirah Tressa Ulfah 2/4'o6 NJC Malay Dance! NJC MLDDS H1 Geog
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wait, I shouldn't even wait for September to end, I have to wake up now, like right now! (so why am I on blogger?, idk why either!) Looking forward to hari raya when in fact the main thing at the back of my mind is the long awaited (yah right!) promos. September holidays come and go and right now there's no exact reason for me to be in a celebratory mood. Hari raya last year was already sacrificed due to o's and each year studies will overwrite this festive season. And it's not as if I have been mugging enough considering that I've been out lately and I'll end up in a lost. I just wish there's a permanent medical leave for studying/exams like they have for PE. Well, dream on, that won't be of any help at all. On a lighter note, I've just had the best iftar ever, a whole spread of buffet with loads of desserts, which is definitely my weakness for breaking fast! I think I'm superficial at times, materialistic things makes me happy but it's exactly those things I need, or rather want. And I miss Malay lessons all of the sudden. Minda saya amat bercelaru sekarang ini :(
♥chattered @ 9:09 PM
Sunday, September 06, 2009 ♥
|nothing else i can say|
the awesome eleven :D yeay, finally a full attendance! i know i'm quite (maybe a lot) lag, but everyone knows is the thoughts that count right! hahaha, nurul sayang semuanya banyak-banyak!
my voice is non existant at the moment :( strepsils, lozenges, whatever medicine there are is not helping at all!
the awesome eleven :D yeay, finally a full attendance! i know i'm quite (maybe a lot) lag, but everyone knows is the thoughts that count right! hahaha, nurul sayang semuanya banyak-banyak!my voice is non existant at the moment :( strepsils, lozenges, whatever medicine there are is not helping at all!
♥chattered @ 2:17 PM
I LOVE ME
Nurul Aqilah Zain is the name. 21051992 is the date to be remembered. love makes the world goes round. i'll always stand on my own ground
and that when life gives me lemon, i shall make lemonade. contented with life, i think and i'm bewildered as ever
♥ xoxo.
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